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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

this is cool.jiayi the tiger has a blog.and only i know about it.so stressed.xanga rocks btw.hahha.anyway today's cross country was.mmmmm.i dont like turf city haha but oh well and im very thankful to dear wanteng <333 who ran with me throughout that 2.9 km,who kept me company and walk with me and always asking if im okay or we can stop.all these when she could have just sprinted the 2.9 km or something cos shes an expert when it comes to running.haha thanks wanteng ms nice legs.haha <3 WANTENG!

afterr x country went marina square for lunch,ended up there cos we couldnt decide where to go since everyone's going coro kap orchard blah!anyway!wanteng went back to malaysia,only coming back on thurs.okay fine its not a super long time but yeah.now whenever i get all emo and i want to die no one will be there to talk to me anymore ): ahh.okay anyway.went orchard with jiayuan and meisiew(: bought helen's birthday present!i feel like im helen's manager or something.till today there are already three people (note:guys) who smsed/callled me to ask me what to buy for helen.helen you're one lucky girl babe <3

i seriously think there is something wrong with me.serious mood swingggs.im getting so emo ahhh ): sometimes i really hate myself why cant i be more independent.i really dont understand why does what you say always matter so much.things have changed much since.i tried not to care.i failed.maybe only jiayi knows what im talking about,and yeah jiayi!i feel so loserrrr ): okay this paragraph totally sounds wrong.but.whatever.

yknow nowadays if people tell me no i dont think she'll do that cos i've known her for years and she isnt that kind who will.my instant reply would be you know these days you cant really trust people anymore.this is totally random and out of point.but yeah,its incredible.people.really.haha im not trying to disillusion myself and say its all not true but im accepting the fact that when we grow things and people get complicated and such stuff are part and parcel of life.but still sometimes i cant help but stare and be fascinated.

anyway people im sorry if i dont look or talk like myself sometimes.i didnt mean it and yeah,its all that emoshit getting to me.and all the work and sias piling up cos i simply dont feel like doing them and when next week comes i'll probably just die.and the way people can change.but dont think i actually do not look or talk like myself cos i can always hide such stuff (i think).i love sad songs.bytheway,anyone got the song purest of pain by son by four?its such a wonderful song.i've been practically living and breathing it for the past few days.

Purest Of Pain
-Son by Four

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Baby, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Living without you, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Baby, give me back...


here's the link to the song.just click on it and enjoy.(if you're feeling sad just like me):

purest of pain <3

baby you're the one i need tonight;